A Jedi I am
Knighted two years ago yet these truths I still hold to this day.
Damnit I’m tearing up.
Oh, man. Existential eevee crisis.
I will always love this post
this artwork tho
Crying over the eevee life.
THIS IS AMAZING.
MY FEELZ!!!
(Source: exornali)
I went on a date last night and then you texted and asked, again, whether I would come there. Start our days with coffee, end with you making dinner. Forever. I feel myself tug towards yes and then I remember why it will always be no with you and I.
There are people in your life who are going to love you for all of the wrong reasons. They will love you for the best part of your face, the best part of you naked, the best mood on your best day, the best story you ever wrote, the best outfit you ever wore.
They are going to miss the scar on the underside of your nose from the time your older brothers dared you to run across a pile of logs. They won’t know that you fell on a hidden nail just as you completed the challenge. They’ll miss the scar on your finger, too from the time you were seven and closed a swiss army knife on it. They won’t understand that these are two of only a handful of things you can remember about your childhood. They’ll notice that you have great tits, but they’ll miss that your thumb tucks into their palm when you’re walking together and that your eyes have darker circles when a migraine is coming. They won’t know you get migraines. They won’t ask where the story you wrote came from, so they’ll never know that it was true. They’ll love it because it feels real to them. They’ll miss knowing the sweatshirt full of holes that they criticized you for wearing was your dads. You might tell them some of these things along the way, but they will remember the best things instead.
They will love your good moods, your energy, your sense of humor, but miss that you never turn to them, but rather to a shower or a pillow or the back of your throat to shed tears. They won’t ever consider you strong.
When the parts that aren’t your best come out, some people will shield their eyes as if you have just forced them to look directly into the sun for hours until their irises burn. They’ll silently make you promise to never show them that again. Those things are not to be shown. Be at your best so I can love you. I would love you more if only you never show me those things.
And you do not marry those people. You do not sit and sleepily drink coffee with those people. You leave those people and you remind yourself that they missed the better parts of you.
- THIS.
… my life.
Silence
Appreciate my silence for it is a gift. Should I permit my tongue to move the way it desires and form the words my heart wishes to say I would bring upon you a most horrendous truth the would shock you and crush your very soul. You do not hold your tongue like you should for you think you have accumulated some amount of wisdom in your short years; Well I will say to you that you have not lived half as much as I have and do not have near the experience in life as I. My tongue is much sharper and can inflict significantly more damage than yours could ever do, so you may sit there smugly with your sense of false victory. Just know that I gifted you with my silence, and shall not do so again.
You’ve never left my mind.
What hope is there for the already defeated? What ray of light can shine to those already enveloped in a darkness so deep and powerful that their very being has been consumed with hate and sorrow? I am the forgotten, the beaten, the defeated, the broken, the loveless, the hopeless, the one left behind, I am he who has been cast aside, the one who receives beatings not merited by his actions and yet endures him just the same. I am the one who will remain throughout everything regardless of the pain I suffer. I have lived through hell for you, and so I will continue to live. You will continue to hate me and I will continue to endure it. Many have said I should hate you… but I cannot. It is not because I do not wish to, I am physically incapable of hating you. You are just as beautiful to me now as you were years ago. But perhaps that’s what you hate about me the most, the fact that I won’t hate you even when I have the right more than anyone else. I hear what you say about me, I know the whispers you make. They are… painful, but so be it. If it pleases you to destroy me when I’m not there then I will suffer silently until your heart is content. Just know that everyone around you will leave and fade away… all except for one.
I really hate this world…
I hate everything about this place. It used to be so much better but no it’s all pain and heartache. Two people who I went to school with have died recently and I knew both of them… the girl I was to marry is with another and loves him… my family is being torn apart by things we cannot control and I feel as if my whole life is being torn up by the hinges. Everyone has seen the “I don’t want to live on this planet anymore” meme… well I’m sorry to say that that’s my life… I really don’t want to live on this planet anymore.
“No… YOU move.”
”It doesn’t matter what the press says. Doesn’t matter what the politicians or the mobs say. Doesn’t matter if the whole country decides that something wrong is something right. This nation was founded on one principle above all else; The requirement that we stand up for what we believe, no matter the odds or the consequences. When the mob and the press and the whole world tell you to move, your job is to plant yourself like a tree next to the river of truth, and tell the whole world… No, YOU move.” - Captain America
:(
“So don’t fall in love there’s just too much to lose. If you’re given the choice please I’m begging you choose to walk away, walk away don’t let her get you. I can’t bear to see the same thing happen to you. Now son I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things.” Mayday Parade.
We’ll see how this goes.
Grant me peace and wisdom so that I might be able to provide that what can help. Give me words that are inspiring and show me what to do to make a difference so that we can protect and keep them safe.
